Condolences to all affected by the tsunami catastrophe

No words can describe the sheer shock and horror when I saw the terrifying incident on CNN. It was like 911 all over again. Although selfish, I must say that I'm so grateful that my gods were looking after my family as they were not affected in anyway but the loss of others hits me just as hard. As VB says, "Poseidon has fed well this year" and the images that CNN broadcasts are haunting. htp://www.cnn.com/quake

This is not the way to begin a new year. Most of Asia respects and mourns those lost by not celebrating publicly for we are still praying for the missing...

Sunny Days!

There is no feeling in the world which compares to the knowledge that you're going home. The day I left Cardiff I was over the moon - ppl told me it was contagious, even over the phone. I arrived in SG on Sunday Dec 19th 6.35pm; home was still several days away but already I felt like I could breathe better. I took a cab to mom's apartment and when she opened the door, the look on her face relieved me of the emptiness I'd been feeling lately and the hug told me that everything was going to be ok. Of course, I was then held back, scrutinized and told, "It's ok, you didn't gain too much weight this time." Oh I love my parents really... LOL

Before she moved to SG, I always felt like home was wherever mom was. We moved so often that the place didn't seem to matter after a while. Then when she moved away from HK, I felt crushed. That's how I found my home I suppose. Although we don't live there anymore, I still go back at least twice a year. Nothing can ever compare to the feeling of being home. Tomorrow cannot come too soon for me...

Just recently, I was accused of despising the UK. I sort of feel like I have to justify myself now cause that's just simply not true. The general idea is that the UK just isn't for me. I've learnt to adapt to living anywhere thanks to my well-rounded upbringing but it doesn't mean that I don't have a preference; everyone does. And as everyone knows, my obvious and extremely biased preference happens to be HK. *HUGE GRIN* Whaaaattttt??

Lastly just a quick note to several out there...
Taz: I'm so sorry honey. I really did want to see you before you left for Nottingham but Friday night/Saturday morning was mental. I was running from place to place and I still had my packing to do. Plz forgive me, I promise to bring back your Gold Label JD.
Haylz: Keep your phone on!!!
Nawaz: Enjoy the US. You know you love the Americans really...
Tam: You owe me a souvenir! Still can't believe you left without saying goodbye - Not impressed. *hmpf*
Nish: I was going to call but I was late (as usual) for boarding - Sorry! Hope you're feeling better tho.
Pri: How was the rave?
Jay Raj: Safe mate. It was cool chatting to you.
Foz: We chat practically everyday anyway. You can't escape me *muahahahahaha*
Rod: I want those pics! You know I'll bug you till I get them.
Julian & Lianne: Did you find out which part of the Gib airport our "friend's" grandfather built?

And to the rest of you that I missed out, Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year! Do all sorts of crazy things and keep me updated via email. Take care you all!

Lost jigsaw pieces

Today is another day which I haven't done any work - that's three days in a row now. Lack of sleep doesn't help either. I have been running around looking for accommodation for next year tho. Foz and I are moving in together *yay!!!* - the gods help our neighbors: it'll be a year of Metal vs RnB. I can't wait! *muahahaha*

It hasn't been long since my last entry yet so much has happened that I feel like it's been weeks. I played bitch yesterday. It was one of the harshest things I had to do but sometimes, things like this just can't be helped. A wave of distress came over me as soon as I left the room. It felt like someone had just stabbed me and walked away laughing. Gazza was brilliant tho. He offered to take me for a ride to get my mind off things and I really needed to not be alone at that point. Thanks for that mate, I appreciate it... Next time we'll take the crowbar with us ok?

Rod, Ga, Gazza and I went for dinner at a trendy lil restaurant on salisbury rd last night. It was a laugh and we should definitely do it more often. Supposedly, someone was going to meet me for coffee before we went to dinner but that never happened. Nevertheless, I'm sure that he feels extremely guilty and will make up for it big time at some point soon - preferably by going with me to see the Polar Express. *grins* Tis only fair and I promise that we won't be the only ones above 10 to see it...

Quiet Sundays

I know, I know, it's late but I have forever been a nocturnal one. Besides, I don't have class till noon tomorrow tho so I'm good for now. Spent my day reading scanslations by ShoujoMagic & MangaSync. Let's hear it for those out there who put in the effort to make it possible for others to enjoy manga. I'm sure loads of ppl really appreciate your work, as do I of course. If it weren't for you, there would be no demand for manga to be in any other language.

There was a particular story that really stuck with me. It was about arranged marriages and it reminded me of the numerous people I knew who were or would be involved in one. In a way, Foz is right: it's shocking that such obsolete traditions still take place in the world that is supposedly so forward thinking and liberal. Yet in another, it shows the power that traditions hold over entire societies. All I can say is that for all those out there who are likely to experience an arranged marriage, I wish you the best of luck and may you be happy with the choice your family makes.

*I wouldn't dare wish love for them in case I jinx it.*

A sense of satisfaction

My essay was handed in today. I stayed up Sunday night to finish it because I couldn't be bothered to do it earlier. Everytime I sat down in front of my computer, I'd do a little, get bored, then do something else. Most of the time, it involved getting out so that I wouldn't feel that sense of guilt. Despite all, I wish I was more motivated about the essay cause now I'm starting to regret my lack of effort. All I cared about on Sunday night/Monday morning was getting it finished. It was like: Quality? What quality? *sigh* Ever felt like you're waiting for something to kick in and give you a sense of urgency/panic that will make you work? No? Oh well. You're obviously not much of a student then are you? :P

Of course, while I was not doing my essay, I managed to go drinking thrice within the week - which is highly unusual for me - and get excessively drunk on at least two of the occasions. The interesting thing is that my party buddy turned out to be none other than my flatmate who I felt was trying to suffocate me with my ex in the weeks before. Strange how things seem to sort itself out. Still, I'm glad it happened as I probably need to spend more time with my flatmates.

The only problem about me being drunk is that I tend to call people who are part of the issues which have been troubling me. That seriously isn't a good thing. Anyway, I was being a little bitch on the phone and basically said stuff aimed to hurt then hung up of course. It wasn't the smartest thing to do as that particular person happened to be an ex. Don't you start with me Manasi: I don't really have that many! These two just happen to be an issue lately. Nevertheless, I called him on Saturday to apologize and now all's well. The best thing was that I didn't actually have to call him, he called me instead.

Still, I can't believe how much better I feel. The gods seem to favor me for the moment and for that, I'm excessively grateful. I feel comfortable spending time in my flat now, I have no assignments due before Xmas, home is less than two weeks away and things with my ex are going well. So far, life is good. :)