True Blue

Today's weather was depressing. It's all gray and horrible from the moment I stepped outside my door to go to Uni at 9.40am to 5.30 when I managed to drag myself home. I never realized that it's so tiring to spend an entire day at Uni. Thing was that I didn't even have that many classes - two double lectures to be exact. Still, I spent half of my three hour gap in the library doing some work so at least I got some stuff done.

At the moment, I can't motivate myself to do anything. Just too shattered. Can't even be bothered to do my email. What I actually feel like doing is calling someone but that person's still asleep given the huge time difference. No point waking him up and making him grumpy for the rest of the day. Silly isn't it? I should leave this but I can't. I don't know why I feel so attached. Something deep down is telling me that this isn't right. Men aren't supposed to affect me like this. It's scary...