Hit from behind

Why is it that my past always has to come back and bite me in the ass? Especially after I think that I've made peace with it as well. *sigh* What a pain! Maybe I just need a sign on my forehead saying: Hello World! I'm trying to move on here! So attractive... maybe not. :P

I spoke to a friend the other day about it and it's comforting to know that I'm not the only one who gets bitten in the ass by the past. At least there's someone else suffering with me... :D I know, it's an evil thing to wish grievance on others but seriously, this is just something that needs to be shared. Like that one time when we were at a BBQ and the salad was terrible. I kept quiet after taking a bite while Sam was screaming to high heaven about how awful it was. *makes a face* The whole point of me keeping quiet was so that everyone else could try the salad and thus allow me to judge their reactions. Sam just had to ruin everything. LOL It was funny though. Many of those in my japanese friendship group are leaving this year. I shall miss them immensely for they were practically a home away from home for me. Aya was one such. We still keep in touch despite the fact that she's such a failure at it. *grins* She's so lazy with replying emails! Nevertheless, these were the people who gave me a sanctuary when I needed it, cheered me on and kept me grounded when I lost my way. I owe them much for that. Furthermore, like Kaoru, I'm definitely going to miss the dinner parties, the gossip and the bbqs - both those at Kaoru's and at Yoshi's. ;) I love you all, keep in touch guys!