Sunday, May 15, 2005

Coveting Empty Dreams

This morning, I woke up and my world seemed a lot clearer. Yesterday, I received a mental equivalent to a slap in the face and as much as I dislike the man who did it, I must admit that I was glad it happened. T is right. Everything happens for a reason and that was my wake up call. My Gods did what needed to be done so today I've made the decision to focus on the important stuff, then get out of here and go home.

Yesterday, my world was falling apart around me. There was a confrontation with my mom which left me lost somewhere. Then a message spurred my anger and disbelief. After the emotions ran their course, I analyzed myself and felt nothing. He is simply forgotten... a deleted chapter in an edited book. T was worried about meeting them in town today but I told him that we are from the city and we are a civilized people. In the end, we didn't run into them as small as Cardiff is but had we done so, I would have smiled and walked away. City folk are quite unfriendly aren't they. :P

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