Unrequited Love
I've picked up watching Bleach again lately which is really bad considering that I'm supposed to be studying. *sigh* What to do? The heart wants what it wants... This heart really does not want to study. My body is rebelling cause I'VE HAD ENOUGH! Anyway, *ahem* moving on swiftly...
The last few episodes that I've been delving into have perked my interest up in Ichimaru Gin. I've always been curious about him - his intentions, his character - but after the whole episode with Matsumoto, I felt really sad for him. Most webrings and fansites will sympathize with Matsumoto because she is always left wondering about where Ichimaru has gone or what is he doing but in my opinion, he deserves more sympathy than she does. Although he has a permanent smile pasted on his face, it's like he cannot be happy. Not so much as in terms of a choice but more of a lack of ability.
The scene where Ichimaru turns to Matsumoto and apologizes just before he follows his evil accomplices up to the Hueco Monde completely baffles me! I just sat there for the rest of the episode wondering if he was apologizing for disappearing on her again or just apologizing for being the sorry ass he is. I mean that in the kindest way possible of course but he seems to have a habit of leaving the few who actually care about him. It really is human nature to run I suppose... I would be a hypocrite if I said I never did.
The last few episodes that I've been delving into have perked my interest up in Ichimaru Gin. I've always been curious about him - his intentions, his character - but after the whole episode with Matsumoto, I felt really sad for him. Most webrings and fansites will sympathize with Matsumoto because she is always left wondering about where Ichimaru has gone or what is he doing but in my opinion, he deserves more sympathy than she does. Although he has a permanent smile pasted on his face, it's like he cannot be happy. Not so much as in terms of a choice but more of a lack of ability.
The scene where Ichimaru turns to Matsumoto and apologizes just before he follows his evil accomplices up to the Hueco Monde completely baffles me! I just sat there for the rest of the episode wondering if he was apologizing for disappearing on her again or just apologizing for being the sorry ass he is. I mean that in the kindest way possible of course but he seems to have a habit of leaving the few who actually care about him. It really is human nature to run I suppose... I would be a hypocrite if I said I never did.
1 Comments:
Hi. I am complete randomer and I feel the exact same way about ichimaru. :( Its so sad for him! I thought i was alone about all this but finally someone who thinks similar! i think hes really hot though aswell...really sexy and incredibly seductive. Especially that smile.
i really connect with him... I feel alot like Matsumoto towards another guy too but meh... :( I am so happy to seee someone who loves gin like me!
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