Regressing Revision

It's been an interesting day. I was quite focused with my revision and did quite a bit although I still ended the day feeling like I should have done more. So here I am, almost midnight and still staring at my open books. It's been a interesting few days. Mom came to visit for a short period and I had fun being spoilt but it was a little bit unnerving as well. We practically lived in the same room which left no room for personal space which made it difficult for me. I love my company but I've discovered recently within these years how much I love my space as well. Every once in a while, I need to rejuvenate my spirit and soul by spending time alone.

The other tactic I've been trying to learn is the quality of silence. A friend said to me "don't be a stranger" today which is definitely new. :) I don't think I've ever had a anyone say that to me before but what he does not realize is that I'm quiet because I'm learning how to enjoy my own company; not crave for someone else's. In effect, perhaps one can say that I'm learning how to grow up. I believe it's working. I concentrate on my work more, less distractions, etc. It's a good sign. Let's hope it continues.