Rippled surfaces

Yesterday was a strange day for me. I woke up for my 9am lecture but after that, I took a nap and somehow managed to miss 2 lectures and a tutorial after I'd set 2 alarms. Still can't figure out how I managed to sleep through my alarms. Thing is, I was highly amused when I found that my flatmate had done the same. Oh well, the world goes round huh?

Today, my reading remains untouched. I have no motivation to do any work despite the fact that I know I need to snap out of it. Not quite sure why I do it: knowing that the work needs to be finished yet not doing anything about it.

The ex's name keeps coming up in conversations aimed at me. I'm not sure what they are trying to prove. Maybe they think it's fun to poke at a fresh wound. Sure, I made the move to leave him but it doesn't mean that it didn't upset me as well. Perhaps it's not deliberate, I don't know. What I do know is that it's not worth the temptation to start a fight. It's not like I spend any more time than necessary at the flat anyway. If I minimize my time there anymore, I might as well not live there. To be fair, I can't pinpoint exactly what's bothering me about the whole situation. Something's gone awry somewhere and I have the feeling it needs to be fixed. The only question is: where do I start?